To OneWhoSeeks; I agree with crono782 on the line, that, as long as you have committed no offense, not become delinquent in your dues/fees, or otherwise broken a Masonic law, there should be some sort of recourse. You may be able to contact the MWPHGLoTX and ask their advice. As I am not a PHA Mason, I do not even know where the PHA Grand Lodge is located. But, you might try that if you are sincere in you journey toward the light. If this has in any way helped, I will be happy. Good Luck Brother!